Well .. many have asked why I don’t write fanfiction anymore.. continue my old ones ....so I guess I should finally say it out loud.
The truth is… I kind of lost my motivation.
These days, it feels like everywhere you look there are AI writers and AI image generators flooding the internet.. rule34.. deviantart.... Stories, art, renders. It takes me three or four hours just to plan a scene, find the right props, pose a figure, and render a single image... In that time Ai dumps thousand of slop.... If you search “She-Venom” on DeviantArt now, you know exactly what I mean—pages and pages of AI-generated slop .... Some of it is genuinely impressive, no doubt about that, but being surrounded by that volume of content slowly drained the joy out of it for me... I even enabled the "Supress AI" setting of deviantart but seems like its as ineffective as its search tool .. literally worthless...
I got into this kink and these ideas back when AI was nowhere atleast in my memories of 2016. I discovered them through DeviantArt fictions written by real people—messy, imperfect, human ideas... PrnComics drawn by artists... That’s what inspired me to write in the first place. I even tried using AI smut writers as a tool, just to help a little, but honestly… they felt too perfect. Too polished. Something was missing.. my spelling mistake.. my grammatical errors...
Maybe it’s just me, but it stopped feeling personal.
I don’t know if I’ll be active again or not. I still log in now and then—mostly so Google doesn’t decide to delete this blog like it’s been doing to other inactive ones, even when they hold years of effort and creativity and valuble information no other general websites hold ... .. it was always a hobby kinda .. i never planned to earn from this ... The ads were just the peer pressure from some of my friends with some piracy websites earning thousand of dollars .... and its laughable ive earned 44 dollars from it .. literally 44 dollars. (Shit i diverted, lets not go in that)
So yeah… this is kind of a goodbye. Or maybe just a long pause.
If someday the motivation comes back, maybe I’ll post something again. I know I have a few unfinished pieces sitting somewhere in notepad on my laptop. Who knows.
For now—thank you to everyone who read, supported, commented and enjoyed my work .
Bye.
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